the plan

there's always a plan. it's not revealed to me yet, but it's there. so i'm not giving up yet.

i feel that God's been teaching me a lot this term. it feels like i'm re-rooting myself. finding out who I am and what God defines me to be. whether it be school (aiyaaaa), jobs (aiyaaaa :( ), and relationships, or well, all three at the same time! He taught me that I shouldn't be boastful, taking things for granted, and be selfish. i'm happy with the results with the job search, cause if He didn't strike me down to my knees, i would've been one cocky girl. and it wouldn't be pleasing to God. i can't feed my own selfishness. that'll be, selfish.

i can only trust in the One that holds me, and that is God.