thoughts.

Left Waterloo and I've done so much already.
Went to my new home and started to move boxes and boxes of stuff up and down 4 flights of stairs....what an exercise!! Then I went home and started to clean out my room. I realized that 1) I'm very fortunate to have so many things 2) I'm spoiled and 3) I shouldn't buy stuff anymore. It was nice going through my stuff because I picked up two items that got me thinking. One of them was a letter my father wrote to me when I was in grade school. When I read it, I couldn't help but cry! I'm very touched to have such wonderful parents that love me so much! It was really touching. Another item is a letter that was written to me by someone who used to like me. This letter really got be thinking because when I first read this letter, I was critical. Rereading it again, I noticed something about myself. I don't have the actual letter with me now since I've packed it - and who knows when I will read this again - but this is what he wrote: "You seem to overreact to silly things". And that is true. I overreact to "silly things". The silly things are essentially...me being sensitive to what guys do in general. How do I say this....I don't exactly know how to interact with guys....mmm lately I noticed that I can be very mean to guys. I'm not exactly supportive or encouraging as a sister in Christ. If anything, I found that my sarcasm has made me degrade or condescend men. I shared this with my house before, that I need to be more gentle-spirited and...nice. Yeah! I just don't really know what to do in these situations...I don't even know what to do with men :\ I guess this is something about me that hasn't changed :P 

Yeah. mmmmmmmmm.