Win-win situation.

Ahhh...so my results from writing the CKE comes out tomorrow morning and I don't know how I feel about it. I'm feeling everything I can feel already....like :D / :) / :O / :S / :( / >:( / :'( / I guess it's kind of nerve-wrecking knowing that I either pass or fail at a certain time. So what am I up to now? Well, I've spontaneously left the city of Markham and traveled to a city called Waterloo. Yeaaap. How do I feel about that? I don't know how I feel about it -____- hahaha! It was a very last minute decision....But anyways, I feel very blaaah. It's the first time that I'm away from my family during these "critical times" as they are always my first source of support. Now that I am away from them, I feel kinda insecure (since I would like to be in the arms of my family). But! This is a new experience for me (part of growing up!!) and well, all I really want is to be in the arms of my Heavenly Father because He is the only one that can give me peace. So I'll see about tomorrow :) In any case, I already feel like I've won in life - which just reminded me of what RL said to me that was very encouraging and I'll quote him here:

"God is in control over our successes and he is in no less control over our failures or weaknesses or pain or suffering or disappointments or 'bad news' (Psalm 112:6-7), no matter how big or small they appear to be to us. In all of these things, God is not surprised and he is not less glorified. In our suffering, we are not being less transformed in Christlikeness but in fact it is precisely through our sufferings that we are being made more and more like God himself... because in suffering, we are challenged to trust in him more deeply and question whether or not God is in fact sufficient for us in all circumstances of our lives (2 Cor 12:9-10)"

So yessss! It is a win-win situation (pass/fail CKE) because "in God, there is nothing better and we always 'win' 100%, by faith".

So at the end of the day, :D and praise God.
Haha, no need for ice creams and mcflurries to make me feel better - this is just another stage in life I am passsing through :P Though I'm certain I'd want to have one tomorrow anyways heheheh!

Fear not, for I am with you;
be not dismayed, for I am your God;
I will strengthen you, I will help you,
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

(Isaiah 41:10)