I did my best.

someone once asked me if I still regret being in my program.
I regret every term. I just finished my last core course for my program and it went badly....poorly? haha I don't know which word to use. I think I can fail? Maybe I'm overanalyzing it..but I pretty much could sit there and not write anything cause I just couldn't do it....I learned the topics...I studied everything..I practiced everything...and I bomb the exam....its really sad....it just makes me wonder why God is keeping me in this program...I try so hard to do well and it just fails...I don't know...I'm just not fit. I feel so incapable of doing anything. maybe I shouldn't regret..I did my best and I shall see what lies ahead of me :P I did my best! God, please do the rest. Please.