tempered and tiring tuesday

day 99.

God, I need to learn how to control my temper. I made my mom not furious, but just didn't understand why I had such a huge reaction and went all moody. maan, I'm not "siu-haay" or anything, well I used to be when I was young, but I guess, I just released all my frustrations onto my mom. and she didn't do anything. in fact, she made it all better. its one of those "why-did-i-upset-you-when-i-shouldn't-have-and-you-are-so-great-mom" days. mom, you're the best. one of the things that gets me annoyed in an instant is whether i've found a job. no, i haven't. i don't have one. i'm looking. and i know. i'm not trying. but its frustrating if you bring it up every single day! :( its so annoying. but I get it. I need to be serious in looking for a job, and my mom was trying to help me. she brought me to an employment agency, and that gave me hope. so i'm now applying to endless jobs (not really) but i'm trying. i can tell you, endless cover letters i'm writing (buts its only changing a couple of things! haha! thanks bob bob for the template!) and I pray that if God helps me, i'll get a job. the sad thing is that I'm kinda picky also. and i shouldn't be. but if anything, it'll be great if i got an accounting-related job..but its hard cause its low season now! T.T (i never make that face) so i think im gonna volunteer at firms, if they let me :) hopefully i'll hear back from them soon!!

act of love. carried a medium-sized luggage (big compared to me haha) from winners to the bay parking lot at markville. yeaaah. i am a tank! noo. i used my stomach for extra lift and strength -.- but it was a workout. i didn't want my mom to carry it and she didn't like it if we rolled it across the mall (cause it'll be dirty) so i carried it for her :P no mommy of mine would carry heavy objects - it'll be the guy's job to help her!! hahah! i'm not strong either -.- grrrrr

watched glee!! and im' almost caught up to HIMYM!! one more episode!! and wow!! glee!! I never knew that neil patrick harris can sing so high!! talented man!! haha! a great episode :)
PRAISE GOD that i have a wonderful mommy that would go all out in helping me in whatever I need help in!! i love you mom!! :) thaaaanks God, in blessing me with a fantabulous stellar mom!

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