embrace.

I was going to begin this post like any other post - the day " " of love..
needless to say, it's kept in the back of my mind (or front, sideways, top, bottom) and I also don't have the heart to type it out. For the past three days, I have been thinking a lot. Aside from all the thinking I have to do at work, I had the time to think re-analyze my life. Specifically my relationship with God, my thoughts about work, my attitude on all aspects of my life, and such. I've come to realize that I have a poor attitude. I feel inadequate. And as someone pointed out, I feel lonely. I want to embrace God from the inside out, because He is in me. And often times I've overlooked that. As a result, I try to look for Him outside, not that He can't be there, but I need to realize that He's in me also.