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I am upset. I don't look like I'm upset, but I am.
I'm pretty happy that midterms for this week is over but there's still more to come along with projects and assignments and test to do.
I'd say that I'm pretty lost in almost everything. I even wonder if it is satan that is attacking me because once I was talking to Jenny and she mentioned how some people will suddenly feel like they're nothing and that nobody loves them and that is when Satan is attacking. I'm just pretty upset and bummed out about something that happened. What would it take to just get along? It is frustrating. To see such an issue arise and that there is really no solution for it except to pray. Jenny is right in that if there is absolutely nothing I can do, I can only pray. Prayer, afterall, is power. All I want to do is to believe that tomorrow will be a good day nevertheless, where it be I stand there and look happy. Who knows, maybe that will be an exaggeration :P I didn't even wanna stay at ccf afterwards, I just wanted to leave and be all alone. I just want to cry.

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