what's new?

what's new with me?
So this week and weekend was not the best week and weekend (how redundant). I was overworked, I had an emotional swing, worked on saturday and had to go into office today, and I almost hit a car and a bus (forgive me!). I'm really fed up with work! But God was teaching me to be patient and to understand that I don't always get my way. My original plan this weekend was to bus into Waterloo to celebrate my friend's birthday. I really wanted to be with her because she was here with me on my birthday and I wanted to make an effort to see her on her birthday! However, my plan is never God's plan! I had to work yesterday from 10am to 4:30pm. I thought about hitching down to greyhound to go to Waterloo, but in the end, I gave up on my plans because I was feeling well in general (I was popping pills -.-). I pretty much threw a fit for the entire day. It's really silly of me to do so, I realize that I am very young and immature.....but I have to say, it was good that I didn't go. I felt that I needed to learn to adjust to things when things don't go my way. I mean, look at this blog! It's called "my life, God's way". But I'm sure that if I re-read some of my posts...it's pretty much "my life, my way". T.T I need to learn to surrender myself to God and let Him take direction! as for driving-wise...my dad says I'm too "sum gup"...and I am...I don't necessarily think about things through and to realize the consequences I may have...I just do it...and I shouldn't! I should inquire of the Lord first. So what's new? pray that I'll live a life, God's way.