I'm stressed out - for the past two weeks I was put on 4 challenging files - it's been a very good experience and I'm very thankful for it, but I'm also complaining a lot and not being the light that I'd like to shine in the workplace. It's tough because I feel like I'm conformed to the world - I'm scared that I'm used to them swearing or putting God's name in vain, I complain a lot when I don't need to be. I don't exactly know whether I am the salt and light in this dark place. I feel like I'm just being covered up. I feel like there are a lot of people in my workplace that call themselves Christians but I wonder if they really are - myself included. Cause we're called to be different; to be set apart. But it really seems as if we are conforming. That's what is on my mind. Please pray that I will control my tongue - to catch myself before saying something that is not pleasing to God.
An excerpt from an e-mail I sent a minute ago to someone. I don't time to blog haha, I have a few posts I want up (geese, what God has been putting in my heart), hopefully by sunday I will have internet. Yes! I am internet-less and I am at McDonalds! -.-
God is good, all the time! Never forget that.
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