with God, I can dooo it!

day 65.

I'm posting a tad late, but but but, I'm trying to remember what happened!
so basically, I was trying really hard to study afm102, cause I was at the point of panicking, since well, I didn't listen in class, I don't have the textbook, and I haven't started studying in general -___- yikes. However, I'm really thankful that my mommy came in! THANK YOU! She took half my clothes and things I dont need anymore. as it turns out, I had more than what my brother needed to bring out. (and she was picking him up to go back home) soo lucky! bob-bob's finished school! yeye! he's probably playing games right now. grrrrrr...don't start final fantasy thirteen without me dude! and I was upset. cause I spent 2 hours sitting and watching my brother and mom pack stuff up - when it could be spent studying. and thinking back, it hit me that I shouldn't have flipped out or cried or just panicked. I mean, c'mon, I set myself up for doom cause I didn't study earlier and if I'm already struggling with these things, how can I do what God wants me to do? I'd probably flip and drop out instantaneously. but I think God taught me to just relax and rely on Him. To find peace in Him, to give Him everything you have - stripped of what you are, so that you fall down to your knees in front of Him. Oh how great GOD is! God is love and God is just and righteous! Oh how He loves us! :) MY mommy knew that I was panicking and that I wasn't eating (gahh nom nom nom nom), so she got me a Mcflurry, cause she knows that I'm always up for sweet treats and food. thanks so much mommy! I love you! :) annnd off I went to study with my fellow afmers. and I slacked, and studied, and slacked, and solved some hard riddles yoyo! (haha jenny and mikee) such brain teasers! makes me think a lot! and my act of love of the day was spotting portia and jenny to some yummy mcd meals :) hahah yummy sodium fries and lipid-licious burgers (y) oh yeaaah. PRAISE GOD!