home.

day 210. (saturday, day of afm 291 exam)
walked home with a friend who also lives in the same building as i do..a weird thing happened to her as a random guy she met at the library brought her a really nice bouquet of flowers...it was really sweet, and creepy at the same time.

day 211. (tuesday)
happy birthday JAZZIE! :) (belated now..)
bought cake and delivered the "goods". I also had a great time chilling and riding with josh-kun! :)

day 212. (today = wednesday)
spent time with my grandpa, even if it was short. when I see him, I don't know whether he is suffering due to the pain or crying because of what's happening. families are distorted and if you are looking from the outside, you would see that there is a need for God. God to heal, strengthen, work, give peace, have joy in Him. When I was told that there isn't much chance to talk to him and to say everything now, all I could say was pray. pray. pray nonstop. pray in the morning. pray in the afternoon. pray at night. pray to God. look up and pray. pray. pray to God, tell Him everything. How you're feeling, what you want, ask for discernment. that's all I could manage to say. maybe cause my lack of fluency in cantonese :P but it really comes down to prayer. Prayer is Power.

other than that, I miss waterloo :) but home is good. It is a good time to reflect on this term and the future. I pray that no matter what happens, I will always rely on God, understand that He is in control, that I will always have joy in Him, and that I will grow in Him. Amen.