Saturday, December 25, 2010

happy birthday JESUS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!!!
one highlight of today's miraculous day was how I was given the opportunity to sing "happy birthday" to Jesus with the congregation during my sister's Christmas service. I've never done such a thing before, but yeah, try singing Jesus a happy birthday song :) It seems kiddish, but it also seems appropriate, considering we sing happy birthday to those on their birthdays. And this is a special birthday. A baby born in a manager, wrapped in swaddling clothes. This baby has angels praising Him; heaven and earth shouts His name. This baby came to save us because God loves us so much. To save me. And then I feel bad because I should be really happy with all the things God has blessed me with, and from time to time I'm not! It's so upsetting! I guess it's why I've been locking myself up. To refocus on God, to not let my emotions and imagination come into play. Except it's so hard! tis why I need you God. God, You are so good! Thank You God! Happy Birthday Jesus. Merry Christmas.

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