reflection.

I normally do not post something like this. However, it is on my heart right now, even though I am not ready to face what may happen afterward.

I caused a brother to stumble. And if another brother didn't rebuke me, I wouldn't have realized what I've done and how wrong I was about love. I am brought down to the lowest level, because it is true of what is presented to me. I've been so wicked, so evil in God's sight. I deceived myself and my brother. I've hurt myself and him. And I am sorry. I'm sorry Lord. I need to humiliate myself, humble myself, and be lowly. I know I am not perfect, but God is. His love is everlasting and He is your joy and my joy, your strength and my strength, and He deserves your love and my love. And I know God will renew us. In fact, He already is.

Praise God, for always working in us.