bussing

today i bussed for the first time from work! I do enjoy bussing, since you can enjoy the view and everything. and people on the bus are so unique! the drivers seemed kinda tired, so when I stepped off the bus, I looked in the mirror and smile at the driver :) I thought of yelling thank you to them, but I wonder if they will be shocked :P but yeah, i smiled at them as a thank you for driving me and I pray that they will have a nice day! Other than that, I realized that I am such a princess. So many people (i.e. family members) are concerned with my safety on the bus. It kind of frustrates me but at the same time I really feel the care and love...though it makes me feel that I'll never be able to do things by myself, or that I'll have to be really old in order to do things that 18 year olds can already do :P i'll never be good enough, which makes me think that i'll never be in a relationship hahahha.