bed forward ming moon light.

day 41. love love love 41.

bed forward ming moon light. I finally learned the chinese poem today!! or re-learned, technically. thanks fam for teaching me! hahah my dad had to write it out so I could understand and say it - maan, my cantonese is becoming whiter. sucks. I will recite it to people tomorrow (if i remember!) but haha thanks daddy! you rock! I got to see my family today yeee! my ENTIRE FAMILY. thanks fun-fun for coming out! it was nice seeing you and well, thanks for the novel too. I will read it, one day. It was nice spending the time with my family, telling jokes, making fun of each other, and just laughing out loud (LOL) Being with your family makes you feel at home, it's sooo comfortable, and you'll just automatically smile yeeeeeee :) :) :) and they drove all the way up to just see me for the two hours and wow, that's just amazing. that's love right there. I hugged my mommy, baaa, and fun-fun and kissed them - to show that I really appreciate them coming in and getting stuff for me :) and of course, sending mr. bob-bob chan back to loo. haahha bob-bob.

and I have to say, today's a good day, PRAISE THE LORD. I definitely had to think about a lot of things today, things that are well, on my mind. Figured I needed to sort out stuff and focus more on God. God, be the center of my life!! I need you. it's scary without You and if I do things that You don't want me to do, or rather approve of, it scares a lot out of me - the heebie jeebies out of me. and I'm sorry God. "REMEMBER, IT IS SIN TO KNOW WHAT YOU OUGHT TO DO AND THE NOT DO IT" JAMES 4:17. this verse gets to meee soo many times. I wrote it on a post-it, along with other ones, and I see it on the shelf and gaaah it gives me a wake up call every time I read it. such a powerful verse.

Thanks God :) for a great sunday