ebb.

day 40.

I learned a new word today! ebb. ebb = fall away or decline. how cool is that? Here's a sentence: I hope my love for God won't ebb. My praises for Him will not ebb with time. yeehee. moving on. I have to say, I am really thankful for everything God has given me. Albeit people or the things I have, I'm really thankful for Kara, my ric. I was upset and scared of reffing a dodgeball team, and I even wrote about how I'm supposed to strong and courageous and I was ready to face them! But nevertheless, she e-mailed me saying she can probably go and she did, and GOD, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. thank you for Kara, that shes caring and considerate, and helpful! thank you thank you thank you! I'm also thankful for my family. I told them something personal today about something that happened to me (i'll probably share it later later later) and it was good. I had good talks with my mom and sister, and it was nice. and I'm sooo happy, cause well, even when you don't think things are going well/nothing's going right, in the end of the day, when you're reflecting about the events you've been through, you just have to PRAISE GOD and be like wow, what a fantabulous day it was. even if you're tired, worried, stressed, you just need to take that time and appreciate the blessings God has given us. so yay GOD, you are GOOD.

act of love. Despite my mouth problems - pain and such, I still went for sushi today! and I got to meet many people! I met Brian (Bryan?), another josh, yuna, kathy and nathan!! It's so amazing to get to know new people and just sitting down and eat sushi. yums, though slightly painful. my mouth is gonna hurt so bad. hahha but its okay, it was worth it. (i think). Afterwards, jasmine and i went to pac to watch amber/jessica/portia play. yeah portia's group (team name). they rocked!! hahahaah they played extremely well and it was fun to watch. gooood job! :)

hahaha today's a good day, PRAISE GOD.