love keeps no record of wrongs.

day 36.

love keeps no record of wrongs. How wonderful that is! Simply put, you could just forget about it and not remember of all the wrongful acts one did. BUT IT'S HARD. Imagine forgetting about someone's record of wrongs. Subconsciously you'll remember it because when he or she does something wrong, you tend to remember it and it affects your attitude to that person. Unless well, of course, it's really a small thing, but it's still there; it's still there. it's sososoososo hard and it feels sucky (yes, sucky) when people keeps your record of wrongs and brings it up. and I was placed in a situation where one (a team) kept my record of wrongs today. I admit it. I'm a bad ref; I just started and I have to make errors one way or the other. This one team remembered all the bad calls I made and my errors and they talked to me about it. For sure, it was good that they talked to me cause I did make an error - and I'm learning from it. I just hope that everything will work out and that the ric will help me out. wait. I don't hope. I pray that instead. It upsets me how I made the team players annoyed and frustrated - all because of my error and it feels sucky. IT FEELS SUCKY. its just so upsetting. butbutbutbut, the great news is how amazing God is for not keeping records of our wrongful ways or acts. Imagine the long list it'll be! wow God, You just amaze me every single day. every. single. day. praise God. I'm also not gonna (trying) dwell on this anymore - talking to mr. bob bob chan is not helping but what he says is true, even if it hurts. and well, ultimately, just lifting this up to God. so if I sound down or upset, let me reset the tone: :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

haha, seeing happy faces makes me laugh :) hahah.

36th act of love: picking up the falling plastic jug for a cafeteria lady; so that she didn't have to bend down and pick it up. It was like another battle in my mind - to pick it up or not; and the whole debate in my head. but in the end, I just went to pick it up and was rewarded with a smile. Oh how a smile can do wonders. smiling just makes people happy. and I'm glad to have picked up the plastic jug. she made GOOOD strawberry smoothies (yummmy) haha. and then Allan picked up another thing for her - yeaaaaah Allan!!! :) You're so cool B-).

All in all, thanks be to God for today's beautiful weather and that I'm able to know You and know that I can depend on You. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!!