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day 32.

:) emoticons can do oh so much in describing one's feelings. and yes, I am happy. PRAISE GOD! though today was cloudy and "dark" and rainy, it was still nice in that it felt nice to feel the rain in your face. It's been a while since I felt drenched in rain. And when it rains, or especially if there's thunder and lightning, I think of a song my sister taught me a few years back. She taught the little children (yes, i am little) actions too! It goes like this: "Whether it rains, whether it pours, Wherever I go, I will TRUST in the LORD. In the light of day, or the dark of ni-iii-ight. I will trust in the Lord with all my life. Lord my hope is where YOU are, Lord my hope is where you are." and repeat. I used to be scared of heavy rain and thunder and not to mention lightning. I still am. But when it does thunder and it scares me (gives me the heebie jeebies), I remember this song (I sing it out loud) - and i'm serious, God's hears my singing and I soon hear quieter thundering and lighter rain. HOW COOL IS THAT?! on a scale of 1 to 10, it's an infinity - ∞. God, you are just so awesome :) (y)

day of love 32.
Love is not easily angered. I almost spazzed at this random girl I have not before in my life during math tutorial. My friend was asking me a question about how I solved the question, and as I was telling her what I did, she blurted out "no. that's not right, it should be positive, not negative, so in the end, the answers are different". And I tell her that both ways work, and when I was telling her, she glared at me and said "no. no. no. that's not right" oh mannn, it worked me up so much I wanted to just tell her to stop talking and listen to what I have to say; but then, I remember that I shouldn't be angry but to be patient, and surprisingly, I stopped talking and just stared at her. I stared at her. I was biting my lips and I just stopped talking. Thank GOD my friend explained it to her, and the funny thing is, my friend said the same thing as me, and the girl understood her explanation and was nice and said, "ohhhh, I get it". GAAAH. -.- so praise God, for helping me to be slow to anger, and slightly abounding in love.

It seems that I'm always writing about the acts of love that I've done for people, and well, I should write about what others have done for me. And so, some of the things I'm thankful for today;
My roomie threw out the garbage, recycling, and paper out before she left for t-dot. SO NICE! She's so great! I'm sure I bore her with my life stories and issues sometimes - and it's just great how she listens to me all the time - THANK YOU GOD! for blessing me with a great roommate :) I pray that she'll feel better from her sickness and that when I see her on sunday, she'll be handy dandy fiiine!
Milton! Thanks for accompanying me in the rain while lining up for greyhound! It would've been well, boring. and rainy, and boring. hahah oh so nice!!! sosooso blessed, having someone to talk to! so much fun hanging out with him!! hahah be HOI SUM! and don't worry, be happy! and smile :)
Prashande!! I thought I was going to take the greyhound by myself - sitting all by myself, me and the seat, but NO! Prashande also took the greyhound and it was coolbeans because we could finally talk and catch up with each others lives'! hooorah for Prashande!!
My family. They kept on texting me and calling me to see if I got to downtown toronto safely, and getting onto a go bus, and arriving at the go station. It is amazing to know that your family loves you and cares about you! THANK YOU(s)! and the amazing foood I had at home! though there wasn't any choy much, but the bbq pork was scrumptious. and for once, I'm not hungry at this time and I think I will sleep not in an empty stomach, but a filled with love and joy and happiness stomach (man, i'm cheesy) - I just love my family!!

and the next coolbeans thing I'm gonna do is SLEEEP. It's about time I slept early! :) yay God! goodnight!